Never Look Back.

07:28 pm - day out with the rents

haha today i cleaned my room and i found this letter from 1993 that had never been opened...haha shows how often i clean my room lol..yep yep i didnt eat all day til like 5 we went to four star holy crap i was so hungry to where i hardly ate anything cause i waited too long and yeah my mom told this awesome joke she goes to my dad.."how many legs does a rooster have? he says 2 and she says "well how many eyes does a rooster have?" and he goes "2" and then she asks "well how many beaks does a rooster have?" and he goes "1" and so then she goes "well how many whiskers does a cat have?" and he goes "i have no idea"..then my mom goes "well you sure know alot about cocks but you dont know nuttin' bout pussy" i started lmao it was so funny i couldnt believe she said that lmao!! haha yeah then we went to econo foods and then went home and nothing happened really i watched tv for a bit and now im back up here in my room typin this schools back in session tomorrow cant wait for art club on tuesday its always great fun plus the last 3 meetings were cancelled so its great we finally have one for once. yeah yeah im done.

Current Mood: thoughtful

12:32 pm - BOO!

alright now this was interesting i went to bethanys dressed up as a pumpkin smasher cause she was having a halloween party and shes like ... "what are you?" and im like "gorgeous what are you?" and haha it was funny she just has this look on her face like 'oh chance, chance chance chance' hah i get that look alot and i dont really care so then mel came with a mountain dew and im just shakin my head cause she was hyper enough already..bethany lorena mel alyssa aj and 2 other people i dont know their names im sorry lol well we crunk up the hi-fi listened to like all the now cds and one dude had this super mario mix it was so cool like the theme song for mario but anyways lol lorena bobs for apples and sticks her whole head in and all the water goes on the basement floor haha but it wasnt so funny cause she isnt supposed to get the floor wet so we put towels down and yeah then we went out and jumped on the tramp and decided to play hide n seek tag...and almost got caught by the police cause we were going through peoples yards and the dogs started barking but yeahh not much more happened we started playing truth or dare and then my dad came and took me to dairy queen im so spoiled haha then took me home i didnt really do anything i just watched degrassi and rfr..whew i ate too much candy and stuff at bethanys lol im done

Current Mood: restless

10:12 am - shut your funnel

fun fun the only really good part during school was in science when nataley goes "sam...will you just SHUT YOUR FUNNEL!?" the whole class cracks up lol and i could tell sexy rexy was getting annoyed with her anyway so yeah lol. kel zach and i walked to my house to get my cds and so we started walkin jammin to dip it low my goodies and freek a leek it was a bumpin good time we got a ride from jackies mom to her house and yeah just hung out n watched the grinch oh yeah great time to watch that movie when it hasnt even been hallowwen yet haha so then we left and i was late to the game ilissa wasnt pissed so i was good lol i was wearing this hott orange poncho which everyone kept stealing haha yeah and taking pictures in the rain so i had to keep it under the poncho somehow..so then i went back into the stands and snuck out to the top like we always doo..okay this was really weird this jamie girl an 8th grader asked me out and i umm knew the girl for like 30 seconds so yeah i gave her a nice explanation ... basically 'no'..obviously she wasnt hurt cause she went up to matt and asked him out he said yes then dumped her and i dont fuckin care she deserves it if shes that desperate..and yeah whatever so then we were gonna go and jake was like..chance...ill slide down the muddy hill if you do it...so i thought about it for like 2 seconds next thing i know i jump down the hill and roll lmao everyones laughing so then jake goes oh jeeze it was great so then jackies parents came and i guess we made sure and muddied up the vann..yeah yeah so then back to her house nm happened but we were watchin spike tv thats always funny and like making up names for every person on the screen haha..so then we went to the luau party it was bumpinnn everyone was there i did the limbo lmao..but yeah i cheated haha kristen won that was cool..so then megan and i were hula-hoopin and i couldnt do it but thats alritee and then everyone was gettin in trouble cause they were throwin the mini beach ball thingss haha at everyone. i kept stealin annas candy corn i dont know something just takes over when im near that stuff and i took this "made in mexico" sign off one of the hats and stuck it on my nose i went up to lydia and im like "i got a nose job" and she gives me this look like..."oh thats hott chance (wow)" lol im done

Current Mood: mellow

12:02 am

today was interesting i got up late again as usual i seriously need to start getting to bed earlier each night..knowing me its never gonna happen lol i dont care though. Um...nothing really happened today so not much to write about except what happened after school. so yeah i was going to highlight my hair tonight and well my mom goes dont let dad see you. and im like why? and shes like he thinks its "faggedy." Since when do you have to be gay to highlight your hair? Alright im not gay nor do i hate gay people but im sick of my dad being such a fucking racist homophobe. God thats all my parents do anymore is fight fight fight i thought this divorce would work and settle all the disputes but all its doing is provoking even more. And they embarrassed the hell out of me when we went to go eat where my sister works but i think she understands so thats okay..Really the only people in my family i can get along with are my sister and my brother (if i ever see him) but yeahh i mean come on now its pretty sad when youd kiss your dog over kissing your mother haha. yep yep yep so im in one of those airhead moods like stress building up to where you cant take it then it all goes away so suddenly and your left with an empty head lol

Current Mood: sleepy

10:36 pm

do de do de do..well today was interesting..slut? hmm anyway i was late to HSC but it wasnt a big deal cause we were baggin candy and stuffs for the princeton nursing home. not much happened during the school day but after katy comes up to me..spacing out again? and im like..yeah. lol umm keelia and i were like the only ones to show up for yearbook after school today so ilissa was a bit pissed...which i would be too cause it means more work on her. yeah yeah so i tried to print my paper for english and i guess i logged out too quickly and didnt save it so i lost the whole thing..but its no big i went home and wrote a new one that was even better and so then my parents decided to go out to eat and im like can i come theyre like sure..haha it was good stuff we went to johns north star.they are getting along lately i hope it can last...the only thing im not likin about high school lately is that i dont have all the time i used to have and i dont get to see all the people i used to like kel telks i miss how she used to always drop her books on my feet during english haha but yeah i find myself getting tired quicker and i mean like in jr high i could stay up til like 1 with amy lol and still get up at like 6..but now i try to go to bed around 11 and i dont end up getting up til like 720 with hardly any time cause i always get a shower..im lucky if i get a ride from my mom but its good i can do it. everything else is great i love that ive met so many new people with similar interests that i can have a lot of fun with and the homeworks not too bad either. yeah yeah anyways

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oh jeeze thats never going to get old with me..

and yeah tomorrows thursday gonna take alot gettin ready for friday one thing right after the next jackies which will be alot of fun yeah and then the game takin pictures then the thing at the methodist church haha i dont know if im gonna wear a costume but there are prizes for it so i just might..and the next day if i can convince my mom to where i dont have to go to indiana im gonna go to bethany's party sounds like a lot of fun. yep im done for now. shut the hell up :)

Current Mood: dorky

04:42 pm

nothing really happened today people were in pissy moods and stuff lol oh jeeze the core is soo cheesey but oh well it beats doing sexy rexy's homework the whole period and having more to do later..hah anyway i got invited to bethany's party and jackie's both for this weekend so im like hell yeah this is gonna be great cause im pretty much booked for the weekend im just not sure if i can do all of it. halloweens coming really soon and im getting really excited cause its always been one of my favortie holidays...last year was great haha mrs haupt stuffed up the dress i was wearing with a big ol pillow and in the picture we took at cats tony had his hand on my boob lmao it was great and we were going to have lydia pretend to be bi and have tony and i on leashes. but yeahh anyway lol :P art club was cancelled that upset me cause its soo much fun hanging with jodie, john, sandie and virginia. lol its crazy fun but anyway i came home and watched full house again wow thats not normally something i do but for the past two days something just keeps coming over me hahaha thanks all of you who left comments they make me feel special :) :) <--see those smiles damnit!? :-D hah yeah i dont really have much more to say so im done.

Current Mood: calm

09:49 pm

i woke up with just enough time to get ready so i hopped in the shower and got a ride from my mom. i got to school not much happened we played soccer in gym i think its fun but alot of people were saying it sucks many different kinds of ass, lol. english i got a really bad grade on my test and i thought i was going to fail but my letter didnt change so that boosted my self esteem a bit. yearbook was cool i took some advice from ilissa and shes like..chance...dont let people manipulate you..just smile :) lol umm algebra was cool lydia and i made this separate section of my notebook dedicated to passing notes haha cause thats all we do in that class..well then i went to lunch and stood by virginia she showed me her and zach's new sign for the mullet. lol youd have to see it. anyway theres two girls at my lunch that i just absolutely HATE. and i dont hate anybody. so go figure they are gross and they need to pull their fucking pants up cause theyre fatass whores. and im sorry but i was about ready to fucking strangle them i seriously asked bethanie for some saran wrap. lol. then we went to science and watched part of 'the core' its really cheesey but its funny haha i kept crackin up and bethany turns around and just looks at me. hey i think its funny when they get drunk off their asses! lol but thats just me. oh and oh yeah there was this porn bott thing last night that asked me if i wanted sexual sex. hmm..i was seriously asking..is it better than oral? how about CASUAL? lmao and then theres this chain copy and paste thing saying its national "i love you day" okay its been saying that since last week.?...??...yea..study hall was interesting there were these 2 girls that are always bitchin each other out and nobody ever wins cause of the fucking teacher. oh well yeah then i had keyboarding which was really boring so mel and i typed stuff on our screens for eachother to read cause theres nothing better to do. amy couldnt walk home with me so i walked by myself and stuff came home and did my homework while watching full house haha i swear that shows been on forever and theres still episodes i havent seen. and then i cooked dinner. dont ask why haha i just felt like it. and id have to say it tasted pretty damn good. lol. and i also had this hazelnut hot cocoa drink it was sooo good and warmed me up a bit its freezing in this house.  and yeah i finally started this livejournal thing which i have been putting off for like a week now. lol yeah i like to procrastinate..but im not as bad as some people hah. yeah you know who you are :) :) yeah and theres been something on my mind for the past few days and its hard to explain..but ill get back to that later im gonna stop writing now hope you enjoyed this hah righttt

much <3

Current Mood: okay